One click that ruined her mood!

Damn! I know I should not click it! There is no one who can understand my feeling right now! All I know that I should not click it and thank to the curiosity feeling, now I feel like sh*t!!!!

I had been acting that I am okay with it but I am not!

I can't tell a single soul on how I feel about it and that sucks!!

but then, f*cked it la! Its not that other people care!!!

This is aaammmerrriiicaaannn idol *in Ryan Seacrest tone*

"I just have to watch the finale today"

That sentence had been repeating in my head for the whole day yesterday so on 6-ish pm, I drove back to home*happily skipped the gym session* just to watch the show. Personally I am a Mama Sox's fan so I wanna watch how she nailed the finale! I drove back confidently using a different route than usual just thinking I won't get stuck in the jam as usual but NOOOO!!!!, I was wrong cos I was still stuck in the jam!T_T

I managed to watch the finale and I was so impressed with Crystal!!!! especially the last song she sang..gosh, it gave me goosebumps. "It was OUTSTANDING"*quoted from Simon* was so true!!!!so KENA with her performance last night!!

BUT

sadly Crystal LOST to Lee.... Lee is the new American Idol but I think Crystal will be more famous compared to Lee. I dunno, I just have that instinct *not instinct pon, it just from the pattern. See la Adam Lambert is more famous that Kris Allen where as he just the runner up kan?*

I still adore You, Crystal!!!!!*screaming tone while pulling hair*

I love this song....*tears*

a donut that create the scare...

Yesterday I was supposed to meet up with my young boss to get his signatures since it is the "time" for every month. When I reached that place, he said he still cannot entertained me so I made my way by WALKING under the HOT SUN to Pavy to grab a quick bite. Wanted to find the bread shop that Mrs C introduced to me last Saturday but I was lost *as usual la kan....* Couldn't find the shop but I found a Donut shop. The sales person approached me:

Him: Hi ms, good afternoon. How many donut would u like?
Me: THREE *proudly show 3 fingers up in the air*
Him: Owh, u should buy 5 free 1 then. It is only RM xx.
Me: *thinking who is victim to finish it* ahhh,nevermind la. Now I change my mind, I want TWO *flashing 2 fingers*
Him: Okaayyyy...any drink?
Me: Iced Mocha please.

While enjoying that really QUICK bite, young boss texted whether I was at the lobby or not and being me such an honest person *blushing* I told him that I was at Pavy, going to meet him there in 10 minutes time so started back my WALKING JOURNEY UNDER THE HOT SUN againnnnnnnnn!!! By the time I reached there, I was sweating like a pig!!!Kept on fan myself using the envelope while waiting for young boss to sign all the cheques. *busukkkkk!!!*

On the way back, I felt something uneasy at my mouth near the lips so when I checked on the rear mirror, I saw this reddish thingy on the side of my lips!!!I was like WHAT?!! I knew that I ate something wrong already that time but I couldn't think of anything besides the donuts since it was the only solid food that I consumed that day! GOSH!!!allergic reaction!! It got worse last night while I was hanging out with Mrs D and the rest but I ignored it although it hurts and itch every time I talk or laugh *people who know me, I am a loud person so my laugh are LOUD as well*

Woke up today, the size of that thing had reduced but still there and still hurts a little bit. Crossing my fingers that that thing will dissapear by the weekend cos I got this Charity walk to attend.Yes people, I registered myself for a Charity Walk. Its for a good cause so I think I should register myself plus Lina had forced me to join and I need to help Nisa to get a certificate!

I am not sure got this much of people or not la kan...

Hopefully I do not puke during the event....nervous!!

Wish me luck guys...

the boring and lazy weekend

Last weekend*which was yesterday...sigh* I was so lazy+tired+boring by just laying in front of the TV spinal cord-less*mengular la bak kate orang melayu la kan* Had watched movies in HBO back to back like nobody business!!! I did go hang out with Nisa since she came back for summer holiday *its only a week jer pon....* I haven't met her. We did a little catch up between both of us and I went to gym at night *YES! I had register for GYM membership*


There was this one funny story happened when I finished my GYM session. I was in the lift to go the parking floor. As usual, while I am inside the lift, I will keep my eyes on the lift's button looking at the stores signboard*more of thinking about its unfair la for other shops cos they cannot put their signage next to the lift's button* so when I heard the "TING" sound, I wanted to go out la from the lift but then I was shocked at the same time the sound of "EH" came out from my mouth * I am a very expressive person ok?* cos I was at the wrong floor but I think I had made the couple who was making out in front of the lift embarrassed.=_=! The guy was blushing *he's a indian but then I can still see him blushing although it is not as obvious as a fair skin person* The awkward feeling surround the lift environment and when the lift reached B1, without hesitation, *like the speed of light* I went out from the lift without looking at the couple.. To think about it, WHY ON EARTH should I feel embarrassed pulak kan?T_T

Other than that, nothing much I've done and experienced yesterday and today in the office, I had yawned for 8 Million times!!! There are so many Satan hanging at my eyelashes!!! but I did something useful on Saturday.*ngeeeeeeeehhhhh*

After persuasion from Mrs. C and Mrs. D on Friday night, I decided to go to one of my close friend's wedding at Nilai. Gosh, the weather is "super nice" cos it was SUPER HOT!!*ketiak basah wey!!!!* but the wedding was simple and nice. For the pictures? Waiting for Mrs. D post it in FB *as usual la kan* since I don't own a camera except phone camera. Itu pon didn't snap any picture as my phone is not phone pandai kan....*sob sob sob*



till then,

*y a w n i n g*

When she doesn't wanna do anything in the office

I am so sleepy cos I followed the whole team to the welcome lunch*we had lunch at Bangkok Haus. Gosh, what a heavy lunch...T_T* for the new GM. Let me tell you about the new GM. Her face is so fierce! Its like "don't mess with me" kinda message written all over her face.*scary* Anyway I just would like to welcome her in our group. Hopefully she is not one of the people who got "Pain In As*" kinda attitude...

for illustration purpose only'

Anyway, last Saturday I went to my previous Secondary school. As usual, some of them not even participating but had created some chaos. I was angry reading particularly this one comment when we post it on FB but when I told one of my friend, he was saying just chill. It is normal to have that kind of obstacles so I ignored it but still when think about it, it make me angry because reasons being:

1. Not only you can't come but then you are so RUDE!
2. You are not that IMPORTANT to us so if you can't come, you don't have to post such a rude comment.
3. My god, you are not freaking Prime Minister, and WHY ON EARTH we have to give you 2 months notice earlier compared to the rest????
last but not least,
4. BUZZ OFF!!!IF YOU ARE NOT PLANNING TO JOIN, THERE ARE SOME OTHER PEOPLE WHO CAN JOIN LA WEY!!!

but luckily everything went smoothly.... I hope that next event we can do much more better and hopefully other than us can join as well.=D

p/s: I thought I lost my office keys but then lucky it was with one of them.phewww!

Another Love song

I was driving on my way to office when I heard this song aired in the radio....I was humming to the song but then at that time I couldn't remember the title of the song so thanks to the technology, I posted my curiosity on Facebook and got my answer!!!thanks guys!!!hehe.

a source of inspiration

I would like to share with you about this one of the talented blogger that had make me followed his blog religiously... I would say the way he writes or the most accurate word, illustrate his stories is so creative. Even some of his posts, without fail put a smile on my face each time when I read it. FYI, I am not a stalker but then u can click on HIS page and you will understand what I am saying here.*hehe* I am so envy to those people who can draw things very well since I have ZERO talent in drawing...*sigh*



He is so talented rght.....T_T

p/s: If you are reading, I am not a stalker....I am just admiring your talent.*Sounded like a stalker!!! but am not!!*