a very chill weekend

Last weekend, I spent it with my close friends. All we did was hanging around at mamak stall and Hartamas Square. I did some shopping and I bought myself a new pair of shorts from Debenhams and a new pair of YELLOW SHOES from zara!!!!

h a p p y ! ! ! =D

Now I know!!!

Yesterday I was on the phone with one of the government bodies people. The conversation was like this:

Government: Hello, Selamat tengahari
Me: Selamat tengahari. saya ada satu soalan yang saya nak tanya * without introducing myself*
Government:Apa yang boleh saya bantu *Without asking my name either*
Me:Owh ok, saya ada *yada yada yada* bla bla bla..

15 mins later,

Gov:Harap jawapan saya dapat membantu lah.
Me: Iyer, Terima Kasih.
Gov: Assalamualaikum
Me:*Stunned* O...K... bye.

I was so stunned when that person greet me like a Muslim instead of saying the word BYE. I was shocked and when I told my friends, you know what most of them asked at the first place?

"Did u introduced yourself by TELLING YOUR NAME?"

I was like erk, NO!. Its my fault for not telling my name and it made me realised no wonder la when stranger speaks to me in BM, they will looked stunned and starts asking me whether I am Nyonya or not....*=.=!* Now I know, when people do not know me, for instance like the incident mentioned above, people straight away assumed that I am a Muslim! but its okay since I am okay with it, not offended by that.=)

Proud to be what I am....=D

macai

I had been busy since last December since I have to monitor the renovation for our "new" office. Driving back and forth from the old office to new office for uncountable times per day had been a routine for me for the past few months and now when I have moved into the new office, it is all okay so far...there were some glitches along the way but then all had been sorted out...=)

This year's birthday I didn't celebrated it like the previous years. It was a quite celebration with my friends and sister at Starbucks, The Curve. I like it cos it was a very peaceful celebration, Party scene is no longer for me already I guess. Maybe cos age is catching up, I don't know....

For now, I can still steal some time from doing my reports*ahaks* to update this blog that I had abandoned for quite some time. Nothing much interesting things happened in my life for the past few months excepts for these:

*A year older*
*Fought with few people*
*learning to keep distance from people as I also learn that sometimes we really need to rely on ourselves as people will not always there for you*
*looking for new opportunity out there*
*learn to bottle up things and try to throw it deep inside myself and guess what, it doesn't make me sad at all*
*learn to prioritize the feeling*
*Love the clause "ade aku kesah?!*

Other than that, everything is the same old, same old....

a emotion rollercoaster ride.

My emotion had not been stable for the past 2 months but now I am recovering. Learning few things and trying to ignore certain things....There are so much stories to tell but I don't have any idea yet on how to put it into words here...waiting for the mood to come.

please go away....

I hate this feeling....it gonna eat me alive again...please go away.....u are no longer needed in my life.....i need to move on so please go away..........


j.i.w.a.k.a.c.a.u.

looking for a new happy place....

Am not happy anymore...can I have a brand new happy and fun place?


-need holidays badly-

quoted from grey's anatomy season 6

Stand still for a second, and you'll be left behind. But as hard as we try to move forward, as tempting as it is to never look back, the past always comes back to bite us in the ass. And as history shows us again and again, those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it. Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.


*it is so true!!