When she says she is okay now,will people believe it?

I told her that I am finally okay with the past but she said I am not and I felt like I got a reality slap on my face. Finally I admitted to myself that I am not totally okay but I am letting go of the past slowly...I am not that sad as before but I am still sad when the memories play in my brain like a movie. Kept on playing until I can feel like its my favourite movie.... I wish for a lot of things but I know in order for the wishes to be granted, I need to turn back time...