happy birthday bestie!

012363xxxx(09:45:10am 01/07/09)-every year i'm trying my best 2b d 1st but failed miserably...Happy birthday babe...i luv you.
012989xxxx(09:47:10am 01/07/09)-hahaha thanks. this year even worse!but i still luv u.

This morning I just realised today is my bestie's birthday and guess what I forgot to wish her!*bad friend!sigh!* Happy Birthday babe!!

Dear bestie,

I am so glad to be your friend. you indeed is a very good friend...you were there most of the time when i needed someone and lend your shoulder to cry on. we had our own laughter and tears. although we are not always together all the time but i feel you so close to me. you have your own place in my heart and life. again, i am so glad to be your best friend and i am really sorry for hurting you. it was not my intention to hurt you and i'm really sorry for that...happy birthday babe...may this year brings more laughter compared to tears. i love you babe!!

yours truly,

your best friend.

&*^$&*^

Thursday-180609

felt very cold in the office. were skyping and yming lina and put telling them gonna fall sick cos the whole body was burning but hands were cold as ice plus got tummy ache... tried to go toilet but encik taik*poop* didn't come out.

7pm

Drove back home feeling super sick.tummy really hurt,reached home, Agnes was at home. She didn't go to work that day. Went to clinic with her and mama. Have to wait for 1 1/2 hour cos the clinic was FULL of SICK PEOPLE!*why la I have to be sick when the clinic is full?*
While waiting for the doctor, slept in the car cos tummy hurt badly. Agnes woke me up when it was my turn and had the doctor examined me. Doctor told me that my Gall Bladder got irritation so asked me to diet. SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Today-220609

My tummy ok a bit. eyes still yellowish. Doc told me that I have to go meet him again if eyes still yellowish and still got tummy ache. Lazy to go. Let it be first. If it getting more serious like last Thursday, then I'm gonna pay him a visit.=)


O U C H

Boring day

It is a boring day cos I don't have anything to do besides playing my Restaurant City in Facebook and try to take out the corn at my right palm. I got 3 corns*according to my officemate,it is corn* ya at my right palm. What is the cause of this irritating and annoying hard skin? Feeling embarrassed to shake hand with people,scared that particular person can feel the hard skin!*tak nak la,maluuuu!*

I'm trying so hard to take out this annoying thing on my palm by using the corn remover*scholl* that is meant for foot since I could not find the one that meant for palm/hand.Am I weird cos usually people get it on the foot not the hand?I am not using my hand to walk but how can I get it?

It all started on a very bright and sunny day....

Went to help out one of my friend do gardening. It was my first time and I didn't know that I had to dig up a hole and put black soil to replace the existing soil. The existing soil cannot be used to plant the flowers so had to throw it away.OMG!!!the existing soil were so hard*seriously, felt like digging cement* to dig plus it got red ants that bite your leg!!T_T I was so determine to dig up the ground until when I finished digging the ground, I noticed that my hand got blisters!!

and now as of TODAY!!

the blisters had harden and it is at my right palm. the skin is harden now.damn!!wanted to show it here but no camera.haish!

By the way, while i'm composing this post, I did some reseach and thanks to Mr GOOGLE, I think this thing on my right palm is not corn la but Calluses which is similar like corn but its not painful. After I did some comparison, I think it is CALLUSES since it is not painful,just some hard skin. Gonna go to gurdian or watson to buy medication to get rid of this thing!

alone

Can I be alone?

Living alone without any friends?

Eat alone without workmates?

Today I felt like a stranger in someone's life cos I do not know what is going on with the life. How I wish I can make a name list and crossed out the names that I do not want to be friends with. Before this I think I can do it but as time goes,as age is catching up with my act, I don't think so I can do it anymore....Sometimes people are just annoying but I did not run away.Is it because I am scared not to have friends anymore in my life or is it because I have to be nice to them because I am scared they will talk bad behind my back?
Neither of these 2 reasons I guess.
Its because I just wanna be friends with them and didn't expect that they are weird. SH*T!

Phase 1

During the weekend, I spent my time with Put to go and find for the available locations. We went to several places and end up at Tim's place. We had this discussion with Tim and found out that the operation cost is so HIGH!!!Do not know whether we can survive for the future or not.....
Its all about Budgetting, Costing and revenue...


Tired of thinking

seem happy and being happy is never the same

seems happy and being happy are 2 different things. you can always seems happy in front of everyone around you but to be happy is difficult as yourself is the only one that know that you are being happy and not seems happy.

seems happy is when you laugh and smile with your friends or stranger that you just met but ask yourself a question whether you are being happy to hang out with the crowd?

everyone can see that you seems happy with your loved one but do they know that you are really happy to be surrounded by your loved ones?

is everyone has the same opportunity to find their other half cos sometimes they will never found one but some of them found their soulmate but can only spend time with them for only a short period of time. are they seems happy to us or are they being happy cos what they asked for is being granted?

i have to think about this. do i seems happy or am i just being happy?

life is never fair

this is dedicated for weirdo

As mentioned in the title, this is meant for the weirdos. Seriously I don't get it where the hell they come from.

Yesterday was really hell of a day for me. Had a fight with this one weirdo. He asked questions that I can't answered cos it is about my best friend and I know what kind of person he is. What makes me angry cos he's been thinking that I label him as my "property".What the f*ck is that wey? He even accused me for being naive and asked me which century I came from?!!argh!!The most mind blowing anger was that he asked me whether I have the intention to control his and my best friend's life?*double f*ck*

I told them*Put,Nisa and Lina* Put and Lina were laughing at me as they said something that shouldn't be post it here and as for Nisa, being Nisa she gave some opinion that are nice to hear plus I think that what she said is true. Put and Nisa were suprised when I told them I don't share any personal story with him. I don't see the point why I must share my personal stories with him as we are not that close plus I wanna limit myself so that I won't fall for him. I am not into any commitment right now cos I have so much to think!*plus i don't do commitment for the time being cos I am scared of being attached to someone or something*

Why this kind of man still exists and why am I so bothered by his words?I think its because he had gone beyond the limit plus it involved my best friend! Its not like I'm jealous cos he asked about my best friend but it is because I know where this "thing" gonna end! Its not like I have any commitment towards him so dude, you can go f*ck yourself!

p i s s e d !

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Taken from here

A good friend is honest and trustworthy

A good friend lets you be yourself and doesn’t try to change you or change to be liked by you

A good friend shows they care

A good friend never would let you do something that would hurt you

A good friend calls you just to say hi or see how you are

A good friend is genuinely interested and involved in your life

A good friend can tell if you’re happy or not happy without you saying a word

A good friend sticks with you through the terrible-horrible parts of life

A good friend makes time for you even if they don’t have a lot of time

A good friend has enough dirt on you to blackmail you for life - but keeps his or her mouth shut

A good friend can forgive you when you make a mistake or screw up

A good friend never takes more from you than they can give back

A good friend is respectful towards you and every other person in your life, whether they like them or not

Chocolate cake

I'm craving for chocolate cake!!A super moist,melted chocolate topping cake!! I don't mind if I'll gain more kilos.I just wanna eat and indulge myself with chocolate cake.

*drooling*

Tired

Our "vain" moments at Old Town Yap Kuan Seng while waiting for her sis

After the dinner-CamWhoring!!!

Anis's wedding in KL on Sunday-Before the dinner

The engagement in Kuantan on Saturday

Last weekend, me and Agnes went down to Kuantan to help out with Lina's sister wedding. We brought our cupcakes all the way from KL to Kuantan by bus. We do not do courier service to places outside KL but this was a special case because this was Lina that we were talking about! We sat in the bus for 4 hours until Agnes's leg ached.

Lina picked us up at the bus station and we got ready for the engagement with persian face cos both of us were tired. We slept at 2am and woke up at 730am to catch 830am bus!!*tireddddddddd!!*

Thank god the ceremony went well and Nadia looked nice in her *purple* attire. Me and Agnes were macai to Lina as we had to help out. By 8pm something, both of us were exhausted and fell asleep in Lina's room! Before that, I kept on mumbling at Lina because I wanted to go to Kemaman Kopitiam to have their Kopi Ais.Heavennnnnn!!!Lina kept on saying "saba bole?" until her brother laughed at me!I am always like that, when I want something, I keep on bugging that person until I got what I want.ahahahaha!

I was sleeping when Alin called. Lina told me that my phone was ringing but at that time my eyes could not open so phone IGNORED!I even couldn't remember what I said to Lina but she told me that I said something to her. I finally had my Kopi Ais!!yeay!!

Went back to Lina's house and we update each other with our stories although we do talk to each other almost everyday=)

We were
talking,
gossiping,
and
discussing

until it was almost 3am!!Woke up and went to shopping to find baju kurung*Malay female's attire* for Nisa's sister wedding reception last night. The reception was at Wisma Felda and all I can say is the reception was simple and beautiful. Anis looked beautiful and her sister, Nisa was not bad herself. Nisa looked sweet and beautiful but Anis was more beautiful la kan...ahaks!
Reached home around 2am cos had to accompany Lina since we had to wait for her sister to reach KL as Lina tumpang tido at her sister's hotel room.

Today Lina is on leave and I know when I'm composing this entry she is still sleeping!!!argh!!!!I am freaking sleepy!!!

s l e e p y h e a d
in the office!

p/s:all the piccies were taken from her.hehe

cupcakes,cupcakes,cupcakes

Since last week,I have been busy doing cupcakes for all the orders. Thank god business going well so far but tiring la..Almost everyday after work, I will straight away do cupcakes starting with the decorations as the decorations can last long rather than the cake.

Tonight gonna do cupcakes for my two best friends. Both are engagement cuppies. Lina is requesting cupcakes for her sister's engagement while ezzie is for his own engagement. *he is getting engaged.am so proud of him*

During lunch just now, I went to buy the flours and stuffs to bake cupcakes tonight and already a memo written BUTTER INSIDE THE FRIDGE!! and paste it at my CPU in case I forgot about it.

My accounts for the month had been sent to HQ so it leads me to no job so I am browsing around to find places for the company trip as Boss had agreed to let us go to company trip.^-^ KK was rejected by him as he said that place is boring so thinking of going to Krabi but the air fare is quite expensive la plus where to stay?*_*

what should I do?

the most stressful week

The MOST stressful week of my life!
Luckily I got something to get my mind distracted.
Did orders for cupcakes. Wanna see our latest project please visit itsy-bitsybites
Thank god sharon is at home for holiday, she help out with the baking and decoration*not free ok,paid her allowance*
This weekend, we got orders for lina's sister engagement and my best friend's engagement.

Why la everyone is settling down?

s c a r y w e y !

p.s i love you

I used to think that buying books is a waste of money activity. Lectured by lina so many times because she said that it is not a waste of money if you buy books.*somemore can get tax reduction lagi adalah!* Being mind poisoned by my best friend, I started buying story books. *currently only 2 but its an improvement kan?*

P.S I Love You by Cecelia Ahern is the latest book that i splurged*exagratting!ahahaha!* my money on it. I had watched the movie but some of them said that the book is nicer. Told her like that and her reaction-"Normal la babe, the book is always nicer than the movie"

I was crying like no body's business most of the time during the movie. It was a very sad but romantic movie. Sadly but true-how can you survived when you lost your best friend,soulmate and husband?

Now I am reading the book while waiting for the red light turn to green.Yes, I read while I'm stuck in the traffic jam or while waiting for lights to green. So far, I am at page 42 and I couldn't stop reading it and could not stop feeling emotional with the story. Could not wait for another traffic jam so that I can read the book but stuck in the jam meaning I'll be late to office?!!haish! difficult decision.

Allo sir,want to buy henfon ah?

Finally I've got the answer from my boss why this thing happened. I was not satisfied with the answer but let it be la. Do not give a f*ck anymore.

I had changed to another company due to some internal changes and my new company's name sounds funny wey!!It sounded like we are selling FREAKING HANDPHONE in Sungei Wang instead of advertising firm. From the new name, people can imagine us with all the florescent hair colors and wear those hideous clothing!!!Trust me if you know the new name, I think you will be rolling on the floor laughing wey!!!

We had dinner with Shun Yau yesterday cos he's leaving us and moved to another group.*he no longer with us* Me and Hoh were making jokes about our new company name. If the company do not succeed in what they*the bosses* are planning to do, all of the staffs will given one catalog contains handphone pictures and all of us will start selling handphones man!!!*allo mister,u wanna buy henpon huh?I got a lot pictures to show you one.have a look la..."*with that apek slang*

Crazy man!!seriously crazy!!