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I had been sick for these past few days and its a horrible feeling!!!I hate it especially I got no voice! Currently I am sitting in the office with a notepad and every time people talk to me or ask me question, i will write down my reply on the note book.T_T

Can I have my voice back pleaseeeee????

my current life

Besides being in the emotional roller coaster,I had switched to a new boring job.It is so boring until I can die!!!wearing formal attire to work is really not my thing but what can I say,I have too..changing jobs is good for my sore wallet and for my career development(who am I kidding rite?)

This new job gives me a lot of free time.waking up at 730 every morning almost make me blind and the doggy parking lots makes me scared every single time I pick up my car.Not forgetting the formal wear that had done quite a damage to my wallet! I can list down every single thing that I dun like about my new job but to think about it again, complaining won't make the new job fun rite?T_T

The bright side is I reached home before 6 so in other words,I have some free time to go to gym!=_=" *now I do go to gym AGAIN ok* and the office is nearer to my home so I can save the petrol money.*sangaaatttt!*

I want to go for a holidayyyy!!!!pleaseeeeee!!!the longest holiday I had taken for these past 2 years was when the job switching period itu pon 5 days only!argh!plus with the emotional roller coaster am riding in,I need holiday even more!!

-am leading a boring life-

a trip to the memory lane

Some people said *i always said that to my bestie too!* time will heal the wound and I really think that it may works but NOO!!

Currently I felt regret for telling u to disappear from my life for I can't live without knowing someday u will come back to me...

I mentioned that u are not important in my life and I treated u as a passerby in my life, it were lies as u are still important in my life and I did not treat u as a passerby...u have this one special spot in my life and heart and from the facts me saying that to u, it is really heart broken!

One of my friend asked me, if u come back to me what will i do? i wanna start a new life and I wanna start it with u..

I am suffering right now by trying my best to put a brave smile at my face while facing the world feeling regret for saying that to u. Can I have u back?=(

-how I wish I have the guts to say these things to u....I am sorry but I just can't lose u-