the day that she found out that they are too much!!

Last night while I was having dinner with my officemates, Lina called with a sad voice. I have to ask her to call me back as during that time, I was arguing with one of my officemate.*he was in the "bitch" mode. He screwed all of us left,right and center man!* Around 15 minutes later, she called back. She told me that he had had a discussion with the sisters*family meeting I would to call it* According to her, the discussion had reach a conclusion whereby the sisters need to say sorry and he kept on saying sorry to her. He told her not to worry so much and he promised everything will go back to normal.

I find this situation funny actually. Your sisters can drag a total stranger*not a total stranger actually cos she's being friend with the sister and brother in law* into your family problem then all you can do is say sorry and even tell that stranger not to worry as things will go back to normal. Excuse me sir, do you think my best friend's brain is a freaking HARD DISK?! Do you think that she has the ability to "REBOOT" her brain if she's being hurt like this by your family? Seriously?!!!

I still cannot understand what in the name of Jesus Christ*as I am a Christian myself* you*yes YOU!* can keep on judging my best friend based on her race without fail?! and do you really know what is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP?Let me help you with that.

"What is a friend? A single soul, dwelling in two bodies" - Aristotle.

-Friendship is a feeling of comfort and emotional safety with a person. It is when you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. It is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. It is when you can sleep fighting and get another morning with a better understanding. Friendship is much beyond roaming together and sharing good moments, it is when someone comes to rescue you from the worst phase of life. Friendship is eternal.

taken from here http://festivals.iloveindia.com/friendship-day/friendship-meaning.html

I understand when they said that she's not part of their family. It was so heartbroken to her. Pity her...She had been a good friend to both of the husband and wife and all the wife can come with was she not part of the family. I think you can be friends with anyone despite their RACE, RELIGION or BLOOD RELATIONS!!

We as a normal human being be friends with another human being without having to judge what races they are. We as human being that has a religion, do not condemn other person's religion unless ajaran sesat and I can bet with you, there is no one religion tells and teach the people to judge and condemn other person's religion. If there is one, please correct me.

I.H.A.T.E.R.A.C.I.S.M

p/s:sorry if I did offended anyone. I just need to let it out from my system.

when we are still living in denial....

I think I will never accept the fact that some people have the stupid mentality about races and religion. Why there are still such people like this? We are living in a modern world right now, what is wrong about being friends with different races? My best friends are malays and MOST of my friends are MALAYS!! Is there any problem? I can't see there any problem with it or is there really a problem where I am too naive to notice it?

I do not understand whereby why these kind of people who are racist look at other races differently. When ME as a CHINESE and my best friends as MALAYS bleed, our blood are the same colour. Are our blood have different shade of color which I can't see it or notice it before? Can you *racist* people see that your blood is different colour with other races*I think you*racist people* have bionic eyes man if you can see the difference!*? Is your blood is more holy compared to other races? Are you guaranteed by your God*Jesus Christ,Allah,Tao* that you got a place in heaven and will be sitting next to the Almighty? Can you racist people*I need only one* answer me these questions please?

Seriously, I can't understand what's on their mind.....

a trip to melaka

The bride and groom of the day

I spent my weekend in Malacca as my Boss getting married during the weekend. At first I wanted to go there by bus cos Agnes wanna tag along although there was still space inside the car but Hoh made such a big fuss saying that since Agnes's office was quarantine due to the H1N1 virus, she cannot be in the same car with him*&%$#*. That night sent a message to dD saying that I am going to Malacca by bus with Agnes and we gonna meet them there but then dD said we can car pooled with them.*yeay* At the end, we sat in the car with the paranoid uncle!aahahahahah!!!

Started journey at 11am as we had breakfast together while waiting for dD but at the end we didn't go with dD cos she needs to pick up one of the other friend that had trouble with his car. We reached Melaka around 1pm and text Kenny that all of us gonna go for satay at town area but he insisted we go to Boss's house as there was a luncheon but me and Des's attire were not appropriate for that luncheon. We can't go to the luncheon just wearing singlet and shorts righ?Told Kenny that and we headed to eat "hainanese food"*pork satay*. The Boys ordered 40 pork satay and 20 chicken satay and they finished all!!With several sticks of satay*mine was chicken* we went to check in at hotel and had a quick bath, all of us went to Dataran Pahlawan but guess what the parking was closed cos it was FULL!*argh!!!* Des who was already so stressed out about one-way Malacca road, we went to have cendol at Jonker street to cool everyone down. We went to 2 different shops just to eat cendol since it was such a BIG dissapointment for all of us when the first shop's cendols were not nice.too much of coconut milk!*yuck*

When we were in the second shop, all of us enjoyed the cendol very much especially HOH!!He ate 2 bowls of cendol and one bowl of Baba Nyonya Laksa!*the gap between the Pork Satay and the cendol+laksa was only 1 hour!* We went for a visit around Jonker Street. dD and Venus bought rings for themselves and as for me, I didn't buy anything as I just went for a walk around Jonker street remembering this was the place that I used to go when me and my friends were still in Malacca.*missed that moments*

Around 530pm, all of us made our moves to the hotel as we need to prepare ourself for tonight's dinner. *eating session for Hoh AGAIN!* Since I travelled light, I got no clothes to wear for the next day and I forgot to bring my undies so meet up with Agnes and went to Dataran Pahlawan to do a very QUICK shopping! Luckily when we reached there, the parking was open so parked Syah's car, and straight went to MNG and I ended up buying one T-shirt that I regret the next day cos its quite big and I looked hideous in it!*should had bought one size smaller.phffff!**If I tell lina this, surely she said "u slalu camni tau!(u always like this)* When we were on our way to hotel, dD called as it was already 645pm and I was still on the road. I took a quick bath and Agnes helped me out with the make-up*its just eye mascara,nothing more okay*

When I was getting ready, Hoh came into the room and I had the shocked of my life. Never seen Hoh in a proper attire, he looked well groomed! His face was blushing when I told him that he looked handsome that night. Didn't have the time for cock chatting, we were rushing to the ballroom as at that time I felt really guilty cos I had made the boys waiting for me....

but.....

All the guilty feeling vanished as I stepped into the ballroom cos most of the guest were still outside the ballroom chatting with each other *phewwww*

Joan brought us *me and the boys* into one ballroom and we saw one huge BLUE color MONSTER and one huge PINK color MONSTER!!! the BLUE monster had not wear his pants yet and the PINK monster was still struggling to put on her wedding gown!!*lol*yup guys, these 2 monsters are MR MAMEE MONSTER and MRS MAMEE MONSTER!!! Helped out with the clothing and took few pictures with these two "bride and groom"(the real bride and groom were laughing at the monsters!)

Since I helped out with the Monsters, I was late to go into the ballroom so I have to wait up for the REAL bride and groom went into the ballroom and then only I can go in.Went into the ballroom and found my seating. I was so bored during this one period cos the singer was singing some french songs. As I do not understand French language, I texted Agnes and Lina due to the boring singer~

The best time during the whole night was the "Yam Seng"*drinking* Session. Our table is the only table that did Yam Seng a lot of time and was the loudest inside the ballroom. A lot of things and incident happened during that night and I think here is not a appropriate place to tell all the story. Like my new boss said, "what happened in Renaissance, stays in Renaissance" hehe! Here are some pictures that Des took during the trip:

Was at the first shop eating that badly tasted cendol!!!!

Believe it or not, Hoh*the dude next top me* ate THREE bowls of cendols and one bowl of baba nyonya laksa!!!

After cendol, we had our own "vain" moment. The weather was super hot that time and at that moment I wished I was bald cos it was super HOT!!!!

This bowl of Baba Nyonya laksa was ordered by Hoh. Des teased him saying this might be his "last meal"ahahahahahaha!!! It looks good right?

I just like this picture.It has the "historical" vibe.=)

This was when I texted Agnes and Lina. Stressed out right? Try to sit near the speaker and listen to the French song when you don't understand the language?!

Still texting them. Didnt realise Des took pictures of us busy texting people!ahahaha!

After the food serving ended, they started to "yam seng" and being me who can't drink my face were all red and my body started to itch! keep on scratching and scratching!!!

We didn't get our dessert during the dinner cos our table was so busy yam seng-ing so thanks to Joe, we had our dessert, macadamian nuts ice cream! It was super hard so I tried to lick it to make it melt but end up numbing my tongue as the ice cream was super COLD!!!!

I was still busy licking the ice-cream.ahahahaha!!at this time I could not feel my tongue no more....

We were so busy taking picture during that night and all I can tell you I was having a good time during the dinner=)

The night continues with the karaoke session outside the ballroom.luckily it was dark...OMG!!!so much thing happened during that session. Its not appropriate to tell it here.=)

Till then,

*mwah*

a dress for boss's wedding

Last week story-weekdays
Got a lot of shits to do in the office until I had abandon this blog. A lot of shits happened and SOCSO PJ is my new favourite place to go!!within this 2 weeks I had been in the SOCSO Office several time and as usual I have a very bad impression towards goverment bodies*sorry for those who works with the government if you guys feel offended wit this phrase* maybe it is just the staffs that I've met that have gave me wrong impression. It seems that goverment workers *those makcik-makcik(aunties)* got a lot of time to spare. They can talk*gossiping* with each other for hours at the lounge area without feeling guilty for not picking up the ringing phone.*no wonder la everytime I called Government bodies,there is no one I can talk to cos my calls were ignored by them*

weekend story
I had to go to Batu Pahat last Friday cos I was involved in one of the company event. I stayed in a freaking scary hotel. the sales rep from Batu Pahat rented the hotel cos that was the only hotel that can occupy the whole team*we need 25 rooms for all of us*.
WHY IT WAS SCARRYYYY?! the answers are :
1)the hotel is a cheap hotel(minor reason),
2)the bed linen was dirty(still minor reason),
3)Prostit*te go in and out from the hotel(MAJOR reason!) AND we can see weird people *MALE* were with that *client servicing* girls!!! They even stayed in front of our room!!!scary weyyy!!!

There was this one time, me, Joan and Joe went back to the hotel to release ourself and when all of us done, Joe passed by this one room(which was 2 rooms next to us),he heard "weird" noise.He told us and when we passed by, we heard one mandirin sentence and when you translated it means "Please be polite" ended with M*aning sound!3 of us ran to the lift and kept on pressing the lift button *as if our action can make the lift operates faster* 3 of us got into the lift and went to the field and basically told everyone! at night before we went to sleep, me and Joan heard m*aning sound and we were like looking at each other and giggled*not because of excited,it was because one of our roomate was actually snoring at the same time but the snore was being defeated by the m*aning!*scary weeeeyyyyy!!I swear I do not wanna let the sales rep do the booking for us.Gonna ask Kenny or other people to do the booking.
I wonder do they ever change the bed linen?*PUKE!*

Lunch story(today)

I got a message from the receptionist saying that a person named Agnes called,looking for me. I was so shocked since I never give this *Crazy* sister my office number. Checked my handphone I got 4 missed called from her number*sorry Agnes,your big sister is deaf*!Returned her call back and she told me her whole office is being quarantine for 1 whole week cos 1 of the people there is H1N1 POSITIVE!!!she called just to ask whether our house got internet or not*btw, I have not been blogging for a while cos there is not enough time in the office and my hard disk at home crashed so cannot online.sigh* I AM JEALOUS!!!!i want to work from home too!!!!*since there are so many things to do* I am so proud of Agnes cos she googled my office number!clever sister! Told the office that Agnes's office had to be quarantine due to H1N1 and all of a sudden everyone scared somemore ask me to send my sister to hotel!ahahahahahaha!!*saba jer la aku*

After work story(today)

Just came back from pyramid with Joan and Ann as we went there with a purpose. I need to find a dress for boss's wedding since I have nothing to wear this weekend. Agnes and Awin joined us there and helped me out with the dress hunting.I had my eye on this one long shirt but cannot buy it cos it is out of budget.*sigh* I ended up with this flowery dress with white background as BLACK is not allowed for the wedding>.<

till then,

good night*yawning*

it's bad...

As I was driving home yesterday,his smiley face suddenly appeared in my mind...His birthday is coming soon, all of a sudden, I miss him so much especially his smile. Can you please smile for me once again,please?

Text her straight away. Her first reply brought me to tears. I will try to be strong for you babe...She told me in order for me to be ok is to let him go but that is the hardest thing to do...To let all the memories go is like letting everything go...I am not ready to let him go although I know he already let me go. I am the only one who's holding on to it...I am afraid to let him go as letting him go, I am afraid I will totally forget about him which I do not want to do it...

Every single time when I drive on the road, I wish that I bump into him so that I can see his face although I do not know whether I am strong enough to look at it or not...Every single time I go to this place, I wish that I can bump into him doing shopping with his family so that I can look at his face and his happy little family...I know I am being stupid but that is what love does. Love will make people feel miserable, love makes people do stupid actions and wishes.

To him,

I miss your smile
I miss your smell
I miss your touch
I miss your lips
I miss your laughter
I miss those crazy things I did with you
The most important thing
I MISS YOU.

I regret for not telling you that I love you and I regret for not telling you to stay with me...

Can you please smile for me again? All I need is just one smile from you.That's all I am asking for...

it's a gloomy day

Since last week, my antibody is very weak.currently i'm having sinus attack, from a clear mucus now its greenish*cendol color*. I think there is an infection in my nose and i'm having sore throat and cough due to a very bad sinus attack*hopefully it is not H1N1* I had not visit the doctor yet as I know its gonna be such a hassle to go to the clinic. have to wait cos there are lots of people go there. Hopefully i will better before the weekend cos it is Fer's wedding. I don't want to meet my friends like this.haish!