In a few days more we gonna be in 2011. Did you accomplished all your 2010 new year's resolution?
As for me, every year my New Year's resolution is to have a resolution but never had I accomplished that...T_____T Hopefully 2011 I will have at least one resolution to make me feel normal(?)
Giving a thought on what's my New Year resolution gonna be...
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
New year means new m.e?
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Monday, December 27, 2010
a.l.o.n.e
I don't know what's happening in my life cos currently it seems like everyone in my life is trying to find companion. I did had conversation with my friends about this "companion" thingy. Do we actually thinks that that person likes the idea of us being there with him/her or the person actually loves us no matter how "busuk" we are?
One of the dude told me once that this particular girl says that she starting to like him but being me, I had to pull him back from the cloud 9 not cos am jealous but is it really true that she likes him where her attitude didn't show that? Can that particular person like someone when she is still thinking about her past? Am sorry, I don't called it like that particular person but I call it COMPANION cos you THINK you like him/her but do u really LIKE him/her and does that person feels the same about u or he/she is doing the same thing as u are?
On the other note,
It is hard-breaking thing when everyone seems to treat me like I don't have feelings. Why everyone can actually tell me whom I can be friends with and whom I can't where as they can still be friends with the one that I do not want them to be with?
-Am I that invincible?-
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Monday, November 8, 2010
hiatus!!!
After starting this new job, my life had been a hiatus!!! this new job offered me more tasks!!!! and I had became a boring person (again saying this cos I can feel me changing to boring person.T____T)
Since this new job requires me to wake up SUPER early in the morning so I could not hang out with the group till a.m!*see,here is one of the proof that I am becoming the boring person!) There is no more lies and hang out in IKEA eating meatballs with Mrs D while telling boss that the stuff that I wanted to buy is not in IKEA.* I am sure everyone of u did tell at least ONE WHITE LIE to your boss rite???Stop giving me the angelic look!!I know what u did!)
Another proof that I can tell u that I am becoming a boring person is when I hang out with my ex colleagues *which are in advertising line* I have nothing to say *knowing me, it is IMPOSSIBLE!* all I do when hanging out with them are listening and nodding. The rest of the time, figuring out what the hell are they talking about!*damn!I miss that line!!!T_____________T*
Now when its time to shop, before this I will go to skinny jeans section but now, I will straight go to formal wear section! I know its pathetic rite??? The only thing that satisfy my shopping trip is when I buy those crazy beautiful shoes!!*drool*
Every night I pray to God *I lied AGAIN!not every night la....* to save my once hip and happening soul from the EVIL BOREDOM cos if I am really changing to a boring person, my life will be doomed!*exaggerating mode*
I do not how long more I could whine about my new job but if there's one sweet day u can't read any post about how sucks my new job is, it is the time when I had been suck into the boring life...
dear friends,
s.a.v.e m.e p.l.e.a.s.e T______________T
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Thursday, November 4, 2010
how i wish i can sing this song to u....
How I wish I can sing the song to you...not sing in front of you but literally sing it to u as I am not a good singer ok.T_____T
I would like to dedicate each and every words in the lyric to u one day when I can totally let u go....for now, this song is in my playlist to give me the courage to move on without u in my life....
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Wednesday, October 27, 2010
*cough*cough*cough*
I had been sick for these past few days and its a horrible feeling!!!I hate it especially I got no voice! Currently I am sitting in the office with a notepad and every time people talk to me or ask me question, i will write down my reply on the note book.T_T
Can I have my voice back pleaseeeee????
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Wednesday, October 20, 2010
my current life
Besides being in the emotional roller coaster,I had switched to a new boring job.It is so boring until I can die!!!wearing formal attire to work is really not my thing but what can I say,I have too..changing jobs is good for my sore wallet and for my career development(who am I kidding rite?)
This new job gives me a lot of free time.waking up at 730 every morning almost make me blind and the doggy parking lots makes me scared every single time I pick up my car.Not forgetting the formal wear that had done quite a damage to my wallet! I can list down every single thing that I dun like about my new job but to think about it again, complaining won't make the new job fun rite?T_T
The bright side is I reached home before 6 so in other words,I have some free time to go to gym!=_=" *now I do go to gym AGAIN ok* and the office is nearer to my home so I can save the petrol money.*sangaaatttt!*
I want to go for a holidayyyy!!!!pleaseeeeee!!!the longest holiday I had taken for these past 2 years was when the job switching period itu pon 5 days only!argh!plus with the emotional roller coaster am riding in,I need holiday even more!!
-am leading a boring life-
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010
a trip to the memory lane
Some people said *i always said that to my bestie too!* time will heal the wound and I really think that it may works but NOO!!
Currently I felt regret for telling u to disappear from my life for I can't live without knowing someday u will come back to me...
I mentioned that u are not important in my life and I treated u as a passerby in my life, it were lies as u are still important in my life and I did not treat u as a passerby...u have this one special spot in my life and heart and from the facts me saying that to u, it is really heart broken!
One of my friend asked me, if u come back to me what will i do? i wanna start a new life and I wanna start it with u..
I am suffering right now by trying my best to put a brave smile at my face while facing the world feeling regret for saying that to u. Can I have u back?=(
-how I wish I have the guts to say these things to u....I am sorry but I just can't lose u-
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Friday, July 2, 2010
One click that ruined her mood!
Damn! I know I should not click it! There is no one who can understand my feeling right now! All I know that I should not click it and thank to the curiosity feeling, now I feel like sh*t!!!!
I had been acting that I am okay with it but I am not!
I can't tell a single soul on how I feel about it and that sucks!!
but then, f*cked it la! Its not that other people care!!!
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
This is aaammmerrriiicaaannn idol *in Ryan Seacrest tone*
I still adore You, Crystal!!!!!*screaming tone while pulling hair*
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a donut that create the scare...
Yesterday I was supposed to meet up with my young boss to get his signatures since it is the "time" for every month. When I reached that place, he said he still cannot entertained me so I made my way by WALKING under the HOT SUN to Pavy to grab a quick bite. Wanted to find the bread shop that Mrs C introduced to me last Saturday but I was lost *as usual la kan....* Couldn't find the shop but I found a Donut shop. The sales person approached me:
Him: Hi ms, good afternoon. How many donut would u like?
Me: THREE *proudly show 3 fingers up in the air*
Him: Owh, u should buy 5 free 1 then. It is only RM xx.
Me: *thinking who is victim to finish it* ahhh,nevermind la. Now I change my mind, I want TWO *flashing 2 fingers*
Him: Okaayyyy...any drink?
Me: Iced Mocha please.
While enjoying that really QUICK bite, young boss texted whether I was at the lobby or not and being me such an honest person *blushing* I told him that I was at Pavy, going to meet him there in 10 minutes time so started back my WALKING JOURNEY UNDER THE HOT SUN againnnnnnnnn!!! By the time I reached there, I was sweating like a pig!!!Kept on fan myself using the envelope while waiting for young boss to sign all the cheques. *busukkkkk!!!*
On the way back, I felt something uneasy at my mouth near the lips so when I checked on the rear mirror, I saw this reddish thingy on the side of my lips!!!I was like WHAT?!! I knew that I ate something wrong already that time but I couldn't think of anything besides the donuts since it was the only solid food that I consumed that day! GOSH!!!allergic reaction!! It got worse last night while I was hanging out with Mrs D and the rest but I ignored it although it hurts and itch every time I talk or laugh *people who know me, I am a loud person so my laugh are LOUD as well*
Woke up today, the size of that thing had reduced but still there and still hurts a little bit. Crossing my fingers that that thing will dissapear by the weekend cos I got this Charity walk to attend.Yes people, I registered myself for a Charity Walk. Its for a good cause so I think I should register myself plus Lina had forced me to join and I need to help Nisa to get a certificate!
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Sunday, May 23, 2010
the boring and lazy weekend
There was this one funny story happened when I finished my GYM session. I was in the lift to go the parking floor. As usual, while I am inside the lift, I will keep my eyes on the lift's button looking at the stores signboard*more of thinking about its unfair la for other shops cos they cannot put their signage next to the lift's button* so when I heard the "TING" sound, I wanted to go out la from the lift but then I was shocked at the same time the sound of "EH" came out from my mouth * I am a very expressive person ok?* cos I was at the wrong floor but I think I had made the couple who was making out in front of the lift embarrassed.=_=! The guy was blushing *he's a indian but then I can still see him blushing although it is not as obvious as a fair skin person* The awkward feeling surround the lift environment and when the lift reached B1, without hesitation, *like the speed of light* I went out from the lift without looking at the couple.. To think about it, WHY ON EARTH should I feel embarrassed pulak kan?T_T
Other than that, nothing much I've done and experienced yesterday and today in the office, I had yawned for 8 Million times!!! There are so many Satan hanging at my eyelashes!!! but I did something useful on Saturday.*ngeeeeeeeehhhhh*
till then,
*y a w n i n g*
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Thursday, May 20, 2010
When she doesn't wanna do anything in the office
I am so sleepy cos I followed the whole team to the welcome lunch*we had lunch at Bangkok Haus. Gosh, what a heavy lunch...T_T* for the new GM. Let me tell you about the new GM. Her face is so fierce! Its like "don't mess with me" kinda message written all over her face.*scary* Anyway I just would like to welcome her in our group. Hopefully she is not one of the people who got "Pain In As*" kinda attitude...
1. Not only you can't come but then you are so RUDE!
2. You are not that IMPORTANT to us so if you can't come, you don't have to post such a rude comment.
3. My god, you are not freaking Prime Minister, and WHY ON EARTH we have to give you 2 months notice earlier compared to the rest????
last but not least,
4. BUZZ OFF!!!IF YOU ARE NOT PLANNING TO JOIN, THERE ARE SOME OTHER PEOPLE WHO CAN JOIN LA WEY!!!
but luckily everything went smoothly.... I hope that next event we can do much more better and hopefully other than us can join as well.=D
p/s: I thought I lost my office keys but then lucky it was with one of them.phewww!
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Friday, May 14, 2010
Another Love song
I was driving on my way to office when I heard this song aired in the radio....I was humming to the song but then at that time I couldn't remember the title of the song so thanks to the technology, I posted my curiosity on Facebook and got my answer!!!thanks guys!!!hehe.
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
a source of inspiration
I would like to share with you about this one of the talented blogger that had make me followed his blog religiously... I would say the way he writes or the most accurate word, illustrate his stories is so creative. Even some of his posts, without fail put a smile on my face each time when I read it. FYI, I am not a stalker but then u can click on HIS page and you will understand what I am saying here.*hehe* I am so envy to those people who can draw things very well since I have ZERO talent in drawing...*sigh*
He is so talented rght.....T_T
p/s: If you are reading, I am not a stalker....I am just admiring your talent.*Sounded like a stalker!!! but am not!!*
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For you, a thousand times over....
Anyway...
I had just finished reading The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. I read in few blogs commenting about this book so it had made my heart reach for the book every time I see it in the book store. It was only a feeling towards the book until Lina told me that she never been to Kinokuniya and from there I saw the book again!!!*its like match made in heaven....*_*hehe!* When I bought that book, for the first time in my life!! I set the alarm off at Kinokuniya!!! but when I checked there was nothing that can set the alarm off except for the book BUT the next day when I went into one of the shop in mall, AGAIN!!! I set the alarm off!!! I didn't bring along the book so until now I did not know what was/is that inside my bag that had set the alarm off but then I was lucky enough that the shop keeper to help me turn off the "IT"*since I had no idea what was that.....melalut dah pulak aku nie.......*
Anyhow, the writer really know how to make the reader GLUED to his creation!!! You should read it.... This story had been adapted into a movie and one fine day, I hope I can watch it but I won't put high hope in the movie since usually adaptation movies from book sucks....=.= Click HERE to know more about the book=D
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Miss J is here!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, May 9, 2010
Don't change
a very meaningful song but for me, it such a turn off to look at the singer's face=(
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Movies that I had watched recently.
Another inspiring movie that I had watched recently. All I can say, I loved Sandra Bullock wardrobes in the movie*ahahaha* and I love how the movie flow. Its amazing how a stranger can help another stranger and owh how I love the Gucci=D Click HERE if you wanna know about the movie before watching it.
And call me slow cos I just watched this movie last night at my friend's house. I heard a lot of people giving a good review about this movie and currently they are showing IP MAN 2 in the cinema so to avoid being clueless in the cinema, I watched it last night. My comment about this movie? TWO THUMBS UP!!! Gosh!! I love the lady who acted as the wife, she is super cool! I wonder how many takes they have to take in order for her to give that kind of expression.... For those who like me, I think you should watch the first one before watching the sequel. Seriously it worth the time spent to watch the movie=D
p/s: At first I didn't know that the title of that movie was a person name since I am not good with chinese language.*=.= so I kept on thinking the movie must be an IT related movie cos I had made an assumption IP- Internet Protocol but then in chinese language but I was wrong....aaaaaaaaa!
Movies that I am planning to watch:
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Friday, April 16, 2010
Little Miss J
From what I heard, when little Miss J was still a baby, she already loved to talk and until today, she still loves to talk. You can hear her mumbling and you won't understand a single word she says but then you still do wanna talk to her...She will give you a beautiful and bright smile that can brighten the whole room.
I used to listen to stories about her going shopping with her mom, grandma and auntie, she can actually stop a stranger and the stranger will starts admiring her. Oh no, she is not super hero. It is just her power being an adorable BABY!!!!
So my dear friends, I would like to introduce to you my new little friend which I would like to call her LITTLE MISS J!
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Precious
Although I had pasted the link above, I will put in my own words what I know about this movie.*hehe* so *fuuuhhhh!!!* here it goes:
It is a very simple story line but then the issues that the crews highlighted in the movie were so interesting! It is happening so kudos to the people who produced this movie!!!
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Hospital Story
I know that everyone is crazy about Facebook*same goes to me!* but then some of them are being weird or what I don't know la cos one of my Unisel's friend did post something on my FB telling me that my Pet Mother*Mak angkat* was admitted to Hospital due to her kidney problem and *bisul-I have no idea what bisul called in English* on the neck. She had to undergo an operation to remove the bisuls*not one but freaking SEVEN* Why la can't she just text my Mobile if she don't have enough credit to make a phone call kan?????Another bunch of weirdos!
I took half day leave*like I have half day leave!phfffttt!!!!* and went to pick up my friend from her house cos I did ask her to accompany to the hospital. Before we went to the hospital *since Mak already in the OT* we had lunch at G*ant. I wanted to buy something for Adik so I bought donuts from J.CO at that particular G*ant but I tell you the SERVICE was such a DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!! *I banned the shop cos the service sucks!!*
We reached hospital somewhere around 3something and when the guard asked who I wanna visit, without hesitation I replied "My mother"*fuhhhhhhh!!* We waited for sometime and when Mak came out from the OT, my heart stopped beating*literally obviously.*_** Mak looked like she's in a lot of pain and the best part was the nurses seems like they were in a hurry!Pushed the bed so fast until one of the nurses almost fell down!*idiot!*
I sat there for a while and had drinks at my usual Sitarbak with the usual crowd.
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This happened on Friday and as I'm typing Mak had discharged from the Hospital but then she still needs to be admitted to the other Hospital cos of her kidneys....
w o r r y m o d e =(
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A scary and ackward moment
Last weekend(Sunday to be exact), I was hanging out with my friends at our usual port. While I was on the phone with one of my friends, all of a sudden I heard my friend saying "owh sh*t!" x gazillion times with the nervous tone while looking at this one particular direction!
We were so shocked when we saw her there and I ALMOST DIED when I saw her sitting near to our table!!!!!!but as usual la, with her CHEAP attitude, she didn't grab any drink. She just sit there and hang out with her friends....We had tried to avoid her at our best BUT at the end she came approached us!!!During the period, I was reading a phone text from my friend which sounded like this:
*this is after translation*
Gosh, why this kind of people do not get it that we do not wanna hang with them anymore? Its like we have to tell them right in front of their face that we do not wanna hang out with them is it?
*she gave me that shivering feeling.yucks!*
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Monday, April 5, 2010
quick update
Listed below are the incidents happened as too many things happened within a blink of eyes:
-wished for a good weekdays but then NO!!!cos WKN was being towed by MPSJ and I need to pay RM 134 to claim back my car!!!!
-had been traveling a lot!*not to some fancy places cos I need to do despatch works!!!*
-took 3 days leave *to clear last year's balance* and spent it at home and chilling with Agnes and Dayah.
-Spent most of the free time with Dayah. *sigh*
-the learning process to be alone had been postponed as most of the free time were spent with friends.
***
Look at Agnes did by using Chrome!!Super Cool!!!
*****
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Monday, March 22, 2010
a very chill weekend
Last weekend, I spent it with my close friends. All we did was hanging around at mamak stall and Hartamas Square. I did some shopping and I bought myself a new pair of shorts from Debenhams and a new pair of YELLOW SHOES from zara!!!!
h a p p y ! ! ! =D
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Friday, March 19, 2010
Now I know!!!
Yesterday I was on the phone with one of the government bodies people. The conversation was like this:
Government: Hello, Selamat tengahari
Me: Selamat tengahari. saya ada satu soalan yang saya nak tanya * without introducing myself*
Government:Apa yang boleh saya bantu *Without asking my name either*
Me:Owh ok, saya ada *yada yada yada* bla bla bla..
15 mins later,
Gov:Harap jawapan saya dapat membantu lah.
Me: Iyer, Terima Kasih.
Gov: Assalamualaikum
Me:*Stunned* O...K... bye.
I was so stunned when that person greet me like a Muslim instead of saying the word BYE. I was shocked and when I told my friends, you know what most of them asked at the first place?
"Did u introduced yourself by TELLING YOUR NAME?"
I was like erk, NO!. Its my fault for not telling my name and it made me realised no wonder la when stranger speaks to me in BM, they will looked stunned and starts asking me whether I am Nyonya or not....*=.=!* Now I know, when people do not know me, for instance like the incident mentioned above, people straight away assumed that I am a Muslim! but its okay since I am okay with it, not offended by that.=)
Proud to be what I am....=D
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
macai
I had been busy since last December since I have to monitor the renovation for our "new" office. Driving back and forth from the old office to new office for uncountable times per day had been a routine for me for the past few months and now when I have moved into the new office, it is all okay so far...there were some glitches along the way but then all had been sorted out...=)
This year's birthday I didn't celebrated it like the previous years. It was a quite celebration with my friends and sister at Starbucks, The Curve. I like it cos it was a very peaceful celebration, Party scene is no longer for me already I guess. Maybe cos age is catching up, I don't know....
For now, I can still steal some time from doing my reports*ahaks* to update this blog that I had abandoned for quite some time. Nothing much interesting things happened in my life for the past few months excepts for these:
*Fought with few people*
*learning to keep distance from people as I also learn that sometimes we really need to rely on ourselves as people will not always there for you*
*looking for new opportunity out there*
*learn to bottle up things and try to throw it deep inside myself and guess what, it doesn't make me sad at all*
*learn to prioritize the feeling*
*Love the clause "ade aku kesah?!*
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
a emotion rollercoaster ride.
My emotion had not been stable for the past 2 months but now I am recovering. Learning few things and trying to ignore certain things....There are so much stories to tell but I don't have any idea yet on how to put it into words here...waiting for the mood to come.
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Saturday, January 23, 2010
please go away....
I hate this feeling....it gonna eat me alive again...please go away.....u are no longer needed in my life.....i need to move on so please go away..........
j.i.w.a.k.a.c.a.u.
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
looking for a new happy place....
Am not happy anymore...can I have a brand new happy and fun place?
-need holidays badly-
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
quoted from grey's anatomy season 6
Stand still for a second, and you'll be left behind. But as hard as we try to move forward, as tempting as it is to never look back, the past always comes back to bite us in the ass. And as history shows us again and again, those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it. Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.
*it is so true!!
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Monday, January 4, 2010
its been a while....
Its been a while since I been in here posting something....
I had been in Kuantan for Agnes's birthday celebration. We celebrated it with Lina. It was a nice trip and both of us had fun with Lina's company=) She had posted the story along with the pictures in her blog. * I am lazy! I know.....hehe*
Have you watch any new movie recently? I had!
I had watched Avatar twice and I can say that Avatar was the best Movie in 2009 *this comment was made before I watched Sherlock Holmes*. I watched it for the first time with Agnes and her colleague. I was so in love with that BLUE WOMEN and MEN!!!!! Went to office, told my colleagues, if they are planning to watch it 3D, I wanna tag along! hehe! All of this happen before Christmas Eve.......
At Christmas Eve, Boss allowed us to go back early that day since it was CHRISTMAS EVE right but NOOOOOO!!!, we *boss,me and Des* had a meeting with the Furniture Supplier which the office located in the heart of KL! The meeting ended at 6-ish pm and as it was CHRISTMAS EVE, the road was jammed!!! Me and Des joined Agnes that was already at Starbucks, KLCC while waiting for the jam to ease.... At first,Alip joined us and then came Aiman. We update ourselves *Me, Agnes and Aiman* while Des was busy on the phone talking about work and Alip was so absorbed into his newly bought book*its about Arsenal* After a while, Alip, Des and I started talking about the movie. Alip and Des haven't watch it that time so we made plan to watch it 3D!!! OMG!!!! It is not that FUN as the movie drained our energy!!!*Yucks!*
After the movie ended, 3 of us headed to IKEA to have the Meatballs *heeeaaavvveeennnn* BUT before that Alip suggested that we watch Sherlock Holmes. yes on the same day!!! I was like, SERIOUSLYYYYY!!! super tired but then 2 of them wanna watch it so I tag along la... Before we went to IKEA, we bought tickets for Sherlock Holmes. During that movie, I almost fall asleep, Des already sleeping and the only one who was awake was Alip! I forced myself not to fall asleep but overall I would say, Sherlock Holmes is worth watching la....
-to be continued later as I am heading off to KLCC for a meeting-
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